cricket1681
This morning during my morning breakdown all I wanted was someone beside me to hold my hand. I had no visitors planned. I was in the quit room for over an hour. Then Jayme-Lyn msgd me and asked if it was ok if her and Blair came today and I was so happy and said yes and they brought me this care package. Do they ever know me well. It was just what I needed. I have been awake since 2:30am and having them here just made it less lonely and less scary. 3 meltdowns today but I had a nice bath. Spent all day in my room. My room mate is on pass till Tuesday and I get to go to my usual Sal's lunch with my dad tomorrow so I am looking forward to that however a little scared as I have only been out once since getting here. That's all for today. Praise God for answering my prayers through his servants. #psychward #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexic #ana #depression #depressed #tired #ed #ednos #edworrior #edrecovery #earingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #treatment #fighting #inittowinit
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cricket1681
Been awake since 2:30am. I just want this chapter in my life to be over. #benzos #fighting #withdrawals #inittowinit #eatingdisorderrecovery #earingdisorder #hospital #ed #ednos #edworrior #edrecovery #fighting #ana #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #psychward #tired #depressed #depression
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I see you!! #hospital #sectioned #inpatient #lorazapam #clonazapam #venlafaxine #olanzapine #prn #psychward #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd
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Old Psych Ward 🙈🙉🙊 #psychward #bolivar #tn
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cricket1681
Withdrawal symptoms of coming off this med. I'm experiencing 27 of the symptoms (which I know what they are, some I don't know what they mean) to varying degrees. #hospital #anorexianervosa #anorexic #anorexia #ana #withdrawals #ed #ednos #edworrior #edrecovery #earingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #inittowinit #fighting #benzos #psychward
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omaculate
'That skinny motherfuckin demon with brown hair, and when it comes to hip hop i'm the least lazy out there!!!' #PSYCHWARD
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#doodle #mandala #tree #peacesign #birds #swirls #arttherapy #arttherapist #WhatIDoAtWork #psychward
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I still have my #psychward labels on everything 😂😂 but real talk tho, how do you decide when you cross over from just 'some bad thoughts' into 'fuck I might actually kill myself and should go to the hospital' ? #crazy #mentalillness #bpd #bpdstruggles #bpdrecovery #depressed #depression #sad #anxious #anxiety #selfharmmm #suicidal #suicide #iREALLYwanttodie #iwanttodie #killme #dead
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cricket1681
I have been out of bed the most today. However the withdrawals have hit the hardest. I can have a couple hours of crazy symptoms where I feel like I am going crazy but in those times I remind myself that this too shall pass. I am finding new things that help. However there were about 4 people admitted in the last 24 hours who are really sick. I went in the quit room to play guitar and a guy grabbed the guitar after me telling him I was playing it and because I'm already so on edge it really upset me and set my whole body shaking. Now when I go in there they lock the door and it only takes about 20-30 minutes of me being in there for me to calm down. I have a hard time sitting still or focusing on anything and being with to many people is still very overwhelming. My dad came today and it was great to see him. Also Elizabeth came for a visit and told me some stuff about the last month that I didn't completely remember which still frustrates me. My memory is getting better though. I have a better attitude now and know that this is what I want. I want to be off these meds and yes it is going to really suck for a time but it will be best in the long run. Also I ran into my psych nurse who has followed me from the beginning and knows what has been going on lately and she was encouraged at how much better I look. I have some plans this weekend but no visitors lined up. Thanks for sharing this journey with me. #treatment #inittowinit #fighting #withdrawals #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #ednos #edworrior #edrecovery #ana #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #hospital #psychward
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Those hospital meals tho 😷 I'm still inpatient, but not for too long! If everything goes well this weekend, I'll be free on Wednesday! I'm not sure that I'm ready at all, but I'll tell them I am, cause I cant spend another week there. #eatittobeatit #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #hospitalmeals #lyingtothedoctor #inpatient #psychward #depression #suicidal #recoveringonemealatatime #FUCKYOUANA #fuckeatingdisorders #anorexia #ana #edfamily #foodintake
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oliviaroseshale : Sending love and smiles beautiful girl. 🌻 💛
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aniatecake
Ward photos #scenery #psychward #nature #trees
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aniatecake
Back in the Ward, won't have updates for awhile 😵😤😥 #depression #anxiety #bpd #did #schizophrenia #psychotic #psychward #hiatus #sorry
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And so the snow finally returned. My eating disorder is really starting to get a grip of me again.My entire life revolves around food and calories and figuring out the best ways to purge. I starve myself all day,then I go home and binge,purge and over exercise and it's been like that every day for almost a month with a few exceptions.Today I purged 2 times.Its starting to get exhausting.But no one believes me when I tell them I have problems with food and I don't want to go into detail with them.ugh can I just lay down and die. ALSO I'D REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF MY BPD COULD TAKE THIS WEEKEND OFF OKAY THANK YOU now have a nice night everyone • #depressed#depression#selfharmmm#selfhate#suicidal#blood#iwanttodiesobadly#theresnopointanymore#hatelife#eatingdisorder#fuckthis#secretsociety_123#cut#psychward#suicide#cutter #cut#blood#cutting#suicidalthoughts#sadness#worthless#anxious#death#hate#scar#scars#anxiety
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When you give mom virtual reality goggles and let her stroll through the Psych Ward! #funnyshit #mathemeatloaf #mom #madukes #3d #virtualreality #googles #scary #psychward #tripping
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emptydoll
I went out today and it was snowing wet snow like crazy. My coat and mittens were so wet I had to put them to the laundry room to dry and my hair was soaked when the snow melted once I was inside. I slept really good last night and man it felt good to sleep! I've had a pretty good day, I've been talking with other patients and we played some board games. Also I played card with this nice guy and we talked alot. After a while of talking and getting known to each other he asked if I would freak out if he asked me out after we both get out of the ward! Of course I said I wouldn't freak out and I liked the idea. Then I tried so hard not to blush and shake but I think I failed...
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cricket1681
Busy and hard day. My counsellor came to see me and she hadn't seen me since the day I was admitted so I was finally able to tell her about the last month and how scary it has all been, even though I don't remember much. Quickly grabbed lunch at the cafeteria and when I got back my worker was here to help me figure out rent/money stuff. Then I was able to rest a bit. At 2:30 my ED nurse came for me to sign my treatment contract. Looks like treatment will be delayed again by another week so Feb 29. I am only halfway off the Valium and won't be off till the 22 and then need to be monitored for 150 hours after. Then I want a weekend home to be ready for treatment. At this point I am not even able to remember an hour workshop, never mind a 10 hour treatment day. This evening the withdrawals got crazy. Sweating and then freezing. Feeling like I'm going to jump out of my skin, restless, anxious, agitated. Just awful. And only halfway through. Been doing a lot of crafts though. Haven't been sleeping and they have offered to give me something but I just want off meds and I'm finally somewhere that I can do that. It is going to SUCK but will be worth it in the end. #ana #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #ed #ednos #edrecovery #edworrior #earingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #withdrawals #fighting #inittowinit #treatment #psychward
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ana_ally_777 : Good for you!! Wanting to get off meds and stay off can be hellish, good luck!! Try to take a hot shower when the withdrawals come, and lots of water. Don't forget to nourish yourself during the breaks from withdrawal.
cricket1681 : @ana_ally_777 I am trying. I'm working on increasing my water intake as my blood pressure has been around 95/65. Nourishment has been hard cause of ED thoughts and with withdrawals you lose your appetite. I have gained weight though so that is good. Thanks for your support.
ana_ally_777 : I completely understand the total lack of appetite, regardless of ed thoughts, during a break can make food taste like ash in your mouth, do your best, try something creamy like Greek yogurt or an ensure, something that will coat your stomach and will soothe it
cricket1681 : @ana_ally_777 unfortunately it's not that easy cause I just get what they give me on my tray. I'm supposed to be getting ensure but haven't gotten it yet and have been here 12 days.
ana_ally_777 : That's stupid why wouldn't they let you make your own food? Considering you have an ed, you'd think they would know how to deal with one.
ana_ally_777 : I'm sorry that is totally counterproductive
cricket1681 : @ana_ally_777 I'm in hospitals so get hospital and I'm not on the ED ward. Just general psych. Even when I'm in the ED treatment program it is just downstairs so it will still be hospital food on a tray. Only on Tuesday's will we be making our own food.
ana_ally_777 : I am so sorry you're going through that
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Still swollen but I don't think she could've done a better job♡♡ my gumball machine has balls now :) #tattoo #tattoosofig #tattoos #tattooedgirls #tattooed #girlswithtattoos #gumballmachine #gumballs #ink #inked #tattoosofinstagram #tattoosofinsta #psychwardtattoo #psychward #minotnd #inlove #oddpassion #imweird #somuchfun #somuchlove
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Face timing Ted from the ward 🐶💕 #doglove #psychward #dealingwithit
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and now I can't even drag my ass out of bed today. Where is this depression coming from?😩
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Is it chicken? No! Is it meat? No! It's fish that tastes like vomit. #hospitalfood #hospital #psychward #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #depression #bpd #sweden #sverige #göteborg #gothenburg #samsunggalaxya5 #samsung
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kaoskarre : hänger du på psyk??
allanamnfinnsjuredan : @kaoskarre yaaas bisss 363 4 lajf
kaoskarre : mmmm nice!! hälsa gänget
kaoskarre : lol nä, hälsa inte gänget
allanamnfinnsjuredan : @kaoskarre hah! Nä, ska inte hälsa någon alls
kaoskarre : skönt, tack!!!
kaoskarre : "krya på dig" då, lev livet där inne
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A family that stays together grow together #kickinshit #kingbaby #wework #letswork #network #psychwardmuzik #psychward #supporter #stonerlife #stonersociety #stoner #growingtogether #sticky #mytree #trees #smokeone #sm
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emptydoll
Yesterday I talked with my nurse and it felt so good to be able to talk about things I've been keeping to myself! But the nurse isn't the kindest one, she didn't really empathize with me but she only talked theoretically about everything I told her. When I said I feel comfortable in tight spaces when I'm anxious, she gave me this weight blanket. It has small rocks inside it! It really relaxes me when I'm anxious. My doctor was very nice, he put me out of the 5 day surveillance since I was voluntarily hospitalized. I will also start taking a higher dose of venlafaxine and I got melatonin for sleeping. The first night here I had a terrible and long sleep paralysis and nightmares. So last night (my second) I was scared of another sleep paralysis and I didn't really sleep. I didn't tell the night nurse I was having trouble with sleeping since I really didn't even want to sleep because of the fear. I'm meeting my doctor again today because there was something wrong with my lab results, something about my liver, and I'll try to talk about the sleep paralysis too.
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roadsofmylife : dis you get sleep paralysis?
emptydoll : @roadsofmylife no, not last night but I have had a few sleep paralysis' before. They started when I was 14yo and I haven't had them very frequently. Usually during my worst depression episodes only.
roadsofmylife : had one last night. it was scary. how do you deal with it
emptydoll : @roadsofmylife yeah it's very scary and uncomfortable. I can't really deal with it, I just snap out of it after a while. I've read that some people can fight the paralysis by slightly moving their fingers and toes and the ability to move slowly spreads and makes the paralysis go away faster. It doesn't really work for me, I get too panicked and can't think clearly enough to remember it when the paralysis happens... Luckily to me it doesn't happen too often, just try to relax and not worry about it! Being scared it will happen again usually increases the possibility to it happening. Try to relax and think funny and comforting things instead of stressing when you go to sleep. It usually helps me get over the fear and being able to sleep again. Oh and sleeping on your back also increases the possibility to get one so try to avoid that! Wish you a good night and nice dreams!
roadsofmylife : its daytime here. im from california.what stresses you?
emptydoll : I've got some childhood traumas and a severe depression. Also I've had pretty bad insomnia for the past month or so..
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Just went on another date with this guy.. I think I like him. Hes nice and he cares about me and hes funny.. but idk. im so scared im gonna fuck something up, i tend to do that.. or he'll leave me for someone better, that tends to happen to. I dont even know why im so upset. I think maybe im afraid of being hurt.
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_im_recovering : Honey you won't fuck anything up.
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Spent 16 hrs strapped to a stretcher, 10 hours kept in a small Ward with no phone & trapped with my thoughts, and then finally last night taken to a psych unit where I can walk around in clothes (ugh paper scrubs!), unrestrained, with Internet access (yay), good food, lots of one-on-one & groups counseling, and social activity. I know I don't have to be be public about this. I can choose to keep "private matters" private. And as s public figure, being so candid may seem like career suicide. But I'm choosing to be open to raise visibility & stomp stigma. I'm #mentallyill I'm #suicidal Yes, over a man (among other things). I have #depression I have #anxiety I have #ptsd I have #codependency issues I'm on #medication I'm in #therapy I Tried to commit #suicide this weekend. Twice. And I am recovering in a #psychward ...and that's ok. There is no shame in knowing when you need help, knowing when you are a danger to yourself, and knowing when you can't go it alone. IT. IS. OK. Tbh? I feel safer, happier, and calmer here & now, since, possibly, the breakup. My road ahead is long, hard, rocky, and foggy. But a small step forward is still forward. I love you all, cupcakes. Thank you for your love & concern. #selfcare #selflove #mentalhealth #mentalillness #semicolon #suicideattemptsurvivor #suicidesurvivor #itsok #wellmakeit
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yarnageddon : Thank you, again and always, for all you share. I've been thinking of you, hoping for you, often since your last post, am glad to know you're okay and feeling good about the care you're receiving and where you are. So much love to you!!! <3<3<3
wonderwomn : We're all here with nothing but love!
hargrovekristin : Been where you are. Very glad you sought help #mentallyill
pybonesque : I'm glad you are safe. I'm glad you are still here. I'm a survivor too. You are not alone.
chelface0_o : Can I just say that ... Every time I read your posts I wish we could hang out sometime. I relate to you so well, and thank you for sharing everything that you share, every time happy sad excited Etc... I've been where you are and I'm so grateful that you're wanting to get the help you need. <3 Good luck on your road.
littlebearthebeardedlady : @chelface0_o I'm not very fun to hang out with these days.
michellejean74 : So glad you are there and taking advantage of the things that can help to make you well. ♡ You are only as sick as your secrets. Don't be afraid, you are on the right track.
delicatenapalm : Thank you for sharing. I'm glad you are getting help and are hanging in there.
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j_mndz
Break time. #lunchmate #lunchables #kitkat
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kingnbaby86
In the studio with the FAM @slimbreezy123 @atl_slipnslide_djs #wework #letswork #network #kingbaby #psychward #clayco #claytoncounty #soufside #artist #music #money #drugs #chiraq #g #goodtimes #badass #producer #Rapper #running
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cricket1681
Today has been ... descent. Woke at 5am but didn't get up till 8 for breakfast and went back to bed till 11:30. A Chaplin came to visit me and pray for me. Very emotional but good. At 11:30 I have to get up and get dressed to take the long hike to the second floor cafeteria for lunch. I then started the "distress tolerance skills" group for an hour and could hardly stay awake. I am settling into my new room and have things organized. Had another decrease in my morning meds this morning. My blood pressure had been low this whole time but now with withdrawals it is becoming high. I think altogether it has been a pretty good day. Tomorrow I have 3 meetings with different workers so it will be emotional and exhausting. No visitors tonight so just gonna relax and colour. #withdrawals #hospital #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexic #anorexia #ana #ed #ednos #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #inittowinit #fighting #psychward
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