bmth4bieber
This was me the first two days here. Scared, alone, and crying in the sun. But this place is safe and the patients are angels. And you feel so inspired! I've noticed I can't take this smile off my face! These beautiful crazy people are so unparalleled in terms of humanity and kindness it will clear your mind and inspire you! Imagine all the negativity people have been using to condition you into a submissive and broken person, just stopped....this gentle old Italian lady, Adriana, just asked if she could use my phone omg
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate #inpatient
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PAGING DR. GOODGIVER #PsychWard #jk #USHERSNEWLOOK #GoodGiver #GOODKISSER #TeamUsher #URXTourVIP #URXTour #DrGoodgiver #charity #GiveBack #Bronchitis
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caitiesstruggle
Look who's eating an afternoon snack! ED seems to think it's ok to have a yoghurt. It makes the staff very happy at least. I'll have to make up for it elsewhere but it's better than a couple of days ago. Maybe this little lapse will just be a blip? #anorexic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edsoldiers #eating #ednos #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #ED #recovering #refeeding #relapse #recovery #food #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhospital #psychward #inpatient #hospital
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amelia.fights.back : πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
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caitiesstruggle
Went home to the girls home for lunch! It was lovely and I managed to eat some rice salad and rock melon. I have a discharge planning meeting on Tuesday and fingers and toes crossed I'll be able to fast track my way out of here back there. Back home. Basically all Dr T and I could conclude from our meeting yesterday was that staying here is not going to help me any further. That all the remaining work in my recovery has to happen in residential at Ashburn Clinic. So hopefully I'll be able to start transitioning out next week. It'll just be a matter of setting up the right outpatient support to tie me through till a bed is available for me. Onwards and upwards! #recovering #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edsoldiers #ednos #eatingdisorder #anxiety #depression #ptsd #psychosis #bpd #borderline #mentalillness #mentalhospital #mentalhealth #psychward #inpatient #hospital
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I've given up. That little girl isn't who I am anymore. #suicide #sad #depression #empty #sadgirl #boyshurttoo #blackandwhitesad #die #death #suicidal #ugh #everdose #mental #psychward #mentalhospital #hallucinations #psychosis
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Fy fan!! #hospital #sjukhus #schizophrenic #not #psychward #tack #o #lov #inte #psyk
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posi.recovery
Monday I got discharged from my second, and my last hospitalization. I'm going to get better this time. I'm tired of suffering, after almost 7 years I'm done. I'm exhausted and I'm ready to take a stand, day by day. So I made this account just to document my recovery and progress. I hope to make friends with others as well as gain support. πŸŒ™
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posi.recovery : #recovery #depression #anxiety #hospital #positive #psychward
harriet_beard : How'd you know you had to go to hospital? Hope you're feeling alright xx
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caitiesstruggle
**Something between a body check and body appreciation** These are my legs. Sitting down in the day room at the acute psych ward at 6.52am, these are my legs. They do not look like I would like them too. If we could choose our legs off racks like clothes I would choose much slimmer ones, with a darker tan, no surgery scars, a nice big gap between the thighs, and predominant quad muscles like am athlete. I'd also love if they could hang off some much narrower, more child-like hips... HOWEVER!!! THESE are my legs. They are healthy and strong. The skin is smooth and moist and hairless. They have defined contours and shape to them and the scars I have are very discreet in how they've faded. Best of all, they work! They let me walk and run and swim and jump and do yoga and gymnastics. I can stand or walk for hours and they don't hurt or get tired. I can do squats and lunges and leg kicks for hours - literally! - and they don't give up on me. They are strong legs. They are healthy legs. They are smooth (slightly) toned legs. And while they may not be the legs I want, they're the legs I've got and I would love to be able to love them because, really, I know they deserve it. #recovering #relapse #recoverybody #recovery #edsoldiers #ednos #edrecovery #ED #eatingdisorder #anorexic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #mentalillness #mentalhospital #mentalhealth #psychward #inpatient #hospital #bodycheck #bodyappreciation #selflove #legs
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chasingrecovery : This was really lovely to read ♥ thank you
skinny.or.die.trying : how do u have a phone with a camera in the inpatient ward ? they never let me have anything with a camera
ladegodiva : πŸ‘πŸ‘ŒπŸ‘πŸ‘
caitiesstruggle : @skinny.or.die.trying there's different rules on different wards. There are parts of this one that you're not allowed your phone. The adolescent ward we weren't allowed cameras or laptops or phones and the residential place I was in only let is have them for certain hours each day. It just depends on the rules in the particular ward you're in.
skinny.or.die.trying : ah, they never let me have my phone cause it had a camera and confidentiality was too important πŸ˜”
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bmth4bieber
You know what pisses me off? How mental illness is treated as an isolated incident here. There's a lady here who had to mourn the murder of her mother at the hands of her husband, and endure the knowledge that he isn't in jail or held accountable. And they are wondering why she feels depressed? For me, I was even told my thyroid could be responsible for how I feel -.- like, wtf? These "professionals" think mental illness is some spontaneous contagious illness that infects the mind. I would not be surprised if they try giving us an 'antidote' to mental illness and send us back to the dementors!
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #inpatient
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zannyphotography_bnw
"I don't believe in fate or destiny. I believe in various degrees of hatred, paranoia, and abandonment. However much of that gets heaped upon you doesn't matter - it's only a matter of how much you can take and what it does to you." -Henry Rollins . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #abandoned #asylum #decay #kingsasylum #BnW #psychward #kingsparkpsychiatriccenter #kppc
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lainie_29 : WOW!!! what an awesome location!!!
fitzcarraldo300 : Awesome
zannyphotography : @schaanster1 😜
zannyphotography_bnw : @lainie_29 Thanks sweetie. It's very hard to access! I plan on going back before the complete the demolition
zannyphotography_bnw : @fitzcarraldo300 Thanks my friend πŸ˜‰
lainie_29 : cool...good luck & be safe <3
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luisafroo
Always take the stairs, right? #PsychWard πŸŒ‘
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luisafroo : #bw #staircase #blackhole
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bmth4bieber
This is Dean. I miss Dean. Dean is such a blessing. Nobody could remain upset with Dean around. He is so funny, kind, and intelligent! I was always so happy to see him xD
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #inpatient
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bmth4bieber
Ugh I'm going to miss Dean so much :( I've got a few clips of this gentle giant :3 he was so warm and fuzzy he would make everyone inside a mental hospital smile and laugh uncontrollably! XD
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #inpatient
rishs_journey : You really shouldn't put up photos and video footage without them knowing. Some people don't want it known they're in here. Privacy is importance in this place
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bmth4bieber
Introducing Dean, the human antidepressant! xD
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #inpatient
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bmth4bieber
Okay, I officially hate it here. This place is just as fake as the outside. Everyone here is high af. The nurses are trying to get me to take another poison pill that destroys your identity in an attempt to make you feel nothing significant. And yeh, that's basically what it's like here. I showed some of the other patients a magic trick and they REALLY react. They react like Japanese people. It's quite a trip. Everyone is so high and under soo much pressure to come across as functional, happy, kind, and unrealistically enthusiastic. If you don't meet the invisible criteria of the doctors, you are forced to stay. And you can't react honestly, you need to be okay with everything. Even when you are dying inside. You NEED to be okay.
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
kalynaseha : Woah @davenwilson
http.arcadia : @kalynaseha he's not some spectacle for you to look at. go fuck yourself.
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bmth4bieber
Guy with the nice tits and the guy in red literally spent the entire day watching me and some other patient. #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
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lithium_nightmares : Those staff look creepier then at the hospital I was in lol
lil.stephens : Hey :) i just wanted to say your beautiful in everyway. Dont let things get to you. Because i wanna tell you a little secret...YOU DESERVE IT!! Your amazing just the way you are, never change. I love you so very much. Have a nice day/nightπŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ˜ŽπŸŒŸ
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bmth4bieber
I know I look like a decomposing zombie. Tried to fix it with a filter and failed. Moving on. I got admitted to the psych ward this (21st) morning. It's not that scary, but I feel like a ticking time bomb with how soft and sensitive everyone is towards me, "DON'T PROVOKE IT!!!" is the vibe I'm getting. People are asking if I got startled after an alarm goes off and shit. Plus I'm under constant supervision. This doesn't match how I actually feel. I'm not insane or a danger to anyone. I'm harmless, I don't even like killing people in video games! Idk. The food is alright here and I did manage to chat with one of the guards and he's nice. Their job sounds so boring omg they literally just watch me be human. That's it. They watch me sleep, eat, yawn, and pick my wedgies out. It's weird. In any case, I want to go home and the overwhelming awakening of how pathetic and stupid you are is enough to make me question my direction in life. Do I really want to look forward to the brief moments the guards switch just so I can hum the tune of that song stuck in my mind, glide my fingers across my now sexy smooth legs (something you can now unknow), and take this damn selfie?! People with faces like mine need hours of constant selfies just to make a "meh" photo likely. I really want to go home where I can start hiding and lying about my mental health a lot more. I'm fine :)
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
lil.stephens : Hey :) i just wanted to say your beautiful in everyway. Dont let things get to you. Because i wanna tell you a little secret...YOU DESERVE IT!! Your amazing just the way you are, never change. I love you so very much. Have a nice day/nightπŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ˜ŽπŸŒŸ
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bmth4bieber
I'm a fucking mental patient dude :'( do you realize how over my life is? I have a big secret now that will threaten every relationship, job, or reputation I will ever be involved with. I am literally done for. I swear, I am so close to turning from this once well adjusted individual to a full on whore with #yolo tattooed to my vagina. And yeah, given the amount of times I cried like a baby bitch here, I have a vagina now.
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
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bmth4bieber
I was in room 7b of the psych ward. My first roommate was this black guy who never spoke and spent literally every hour in bed. He didn't even eat or nothing! By the second day, I got my new roommate, Joe :)
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
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After my first night in the madhouse, I was so distraught and emotional that I ended up making a plan of how to convince the doctors that I wasn't a danger to anyone and that I should go home. Idk how effective it was, but it did make me feel better having a plan, and my doctors began predicting sooner and sooner discharge times! :3 #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
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bmth4bieber
The calm before the storm. Walking through the madhouse at like 3am because you're scared and crying like a lost child (this was taken on my first night so I hadn't sort of accepted I'm a mental patient now) is quite a trip. During the day everyone is very colourful and zombie like, but here in the halls, it's way too calm. It feels as though you're walking alone through a cemetery in a Japanese horror movie ,_,
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate
juhlee24 : how do you have a phone with you??? I never did when I went to a hospital.
juhlee24 : they checked us . and we weren't allowed to enter with them or anything
bmth4bieber : @juhlee24 they confiscate a lot, but I guess they didn't mind us having phones. There were only 3 of us with phones! I couldn't imagine going through inpatient without it :( how did you manage!!
juhlee24 : that's crazy! honestly I was in there 3 times and it was "a trigger" to be able to have phones. no one was allowed to have them
bmth4bieber : @juhlee24 that sucks dude :/ in the locked ward you're not allowed shoelaces, lighters, earphones, access to TV, lounging areas, the pool table, and even books! Plus they give you cold meals because they feed you after the primary ward :(
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caitiesstruggle
Can you believe it?! I hit the jackpot on my nurse for tonight - she used to be the manager of CREDS - and she supported me to eat this meal and keep it down without any crying, hyperventilating, food-throwing, or yelling. I did spit out my first mouthful and take over an hour to get through it and leave about 8 mouthfuls worth on the plate. But I did it and I feel okay with it. I honestly don't know how that's possible. I think it must be because I didn't submit to it. I tried all my tricks of talking lots and drinking lots and pushing it round the plate and getting up and down and changing where we were sitting and being obsessive compulsive about everything being in order but she was way ahead of me and not eating it wasn't an option. It simply wasn't my choice at all. She would've sat with me for hours on end if she'd had to, as far as she was concerned, I was eating dinner and that was that. So I did. But ED can't get angry at me because it wasn't my fault. It was hers. It's like she picked us up, pulled us apart, and put ED to one side while I ate my dinner. Exactly like how they did at CREDS. THAT is EXACTLY what I requested of the nurses in my letter. Maybe that's something I can take to them tomorrow. Doctors too. Because we just proved that it works. #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #edsoldiers #ednos #edrecovery #ED #eatingdisorder #eating #food #recovering #refeeding #relapse #recovery #mentalillness #mentalhospital #mentalhealth #psychward #hospital #inpatient
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ghostdollie : πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’
amelia.fights.back : Omg this post made me so happy I'm so proud of you! I wish I had a nurse like that. Would make things a bit easier in the long run. ❀️❀️xx
holamichaela11 : So proud of you! You're in control of that ED, not the other way around, you got it girly!
hillface92 : Brilliant :)
aspeneiler : Congrats!
caitiesstruggle : Thanks everyone πŸ˜™ @amelia.fights.back I wish you had nurses like her too. I wish every nurse in every psych ward in every country was like that. In my opinion they should be because cases like ours aren't exactly rare and we simply get left without treatment. They lock us up, drug us up, and then leave us to rot while we slowly kill ourselves and go even more crazy. That's my experience anyway. My long term goal is to specialise in the psychology of eating disorders and work doing advocacy for people like us, training mental health teams in hospitals how to combat these disorders, and stand up for the rights of the patients with so many qualifications and credentials behind me that they'll have to take me seriously.
starve72 : really proud of you, keep fighting @caitiesstruggle
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4th coffee of the day in my new bamboo keep cup. Mum took me out and we went shopping so I'm all stocked up for a while: Toothpaste, nail polish remover, concealer, coffee, sweetener tablets etc. **TW** I ate a decent meal for lunch - brown rice, garden salad, an apricot, and pineapple - but I most likely won't manage anything else. Especially since I just saw the doctor for a good 45 minutes and we got absolutely nowhere on anything. I'm just trying not to let the hopelessness take over again... #relapse #anorexic #anorexia #ednos #ED #eating #eatingdisorder #anxiety #depression #ptsd #psychosis #bpd #borderline #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhospital #psychward #inpatient #hospital
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ladegodiva : Thank you for sharing your journey on IG. Although I've never experienced what you're going through, I grew up with a mother who suffered from mental illness. I admire you for being so brave in sharing something so personal. Why do you drink so much coffee?
caitiesstruggle : Thanks for the feedback @ladegodiva it's nice to be supported. It can be hard sometimes as not everyone thinks like you do - people can be extremely judgemental. And the coffee? Idk, is that a lot? I usually have more πŸ˜› I guess it's cause of habit that started because it kills the hunger pains when I'm restricting but really I just like it πŸ˜‹
ladegodiva : Coffee makes me feel like my heart is beating out of my chest and I get all shakey. So when I do drink coffee it's only half a cup (I like the taste too).
caitiesstruggle : Yeah, some people can't handle caffeine. I think I'm immune after so much of it over the years though lol
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bmth4bieber
I am so fucking pissed right now. I wish and pray to be released from the mental hospital and finally go back home, and now that I am home, all I want to do is go back to the madhouse! ugh!!! wtf is wrong with family!!?? That word just disgusts me now. In the past weeks, the ONLY time I've felt depressed is OUTSIDE the asylum! Why are they so fucking stubborn and arrogant!!! I SWEAR TO GOD ONE DAY I WILL EITHER SUCCEED AT SUICIDE, OR END UP IN THE LOCKED WARD!!!! FUCK EVERYTHING!!!
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bmth4bieber : #depressed #depression #fml #mentalhospital #psychward #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #socialanxiety #iwanttodie #secret_society123 #secretsociety123 #ihateme #selfhate #ihateeveryone #gofuckyourself
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lithium_nightmares
Out of the psych hospital. I've been officially diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia, Major Depressive Disorder, and Factitious Disorder. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #dysthymia #factitiousdisorder #depressed #majordepressive #psychhospital #psychward #loonybin #gothkid #gothgirl #goth
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Had the biggest meltdown I've had in months yesterday, hence my lack of posts. I got a nasty anon message on tumblr which was basically telling me everything I already think about myself - all the thoughts we'be been working so hard to combat - and it made me really upset. I went to my room and cried and when my nurse came in and I told her what happened she told me it was all bullshit and made me come into the day room. So I was ranting and bawling in here and then she started getting frustrated with my ruminating and said a few sarcastic comments so I threw my pillow in her face and screamed at her to get fucked and locked myself in the bathroom. Then her and one of the male support workers came to take me down to seclusion to calm down and I kicked him hard (I have a brown belt in karate) and screamed and fought. They got me there eventually though and I howled in the seclusion courtyard for about an hour before I started to calm down and they let me back to my room to sleep. Then the OTs came and woke me up to talk about the food situation. We agreed to try to have one small meal - lunch - a day that they will support me to make and eat. I felt that would be manageable. So now it's Wednesday and I have group this morning from 10 till 12 in the community. One of the other girls from group is in the room next door to me here so she'll be coming in the taxi too. I'm tired but much less agitated than I was yesterday and Monday. Mum is coming with my youngest (2 years old) brother this arvo to go out somewhere. No doubt she'll not be happy with the food arrangement but hopefully there won't be conflict. So yeah... Time to face the day... #bpd #bpdrecovery #anorexic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxietyrecovery #anxiety #depressionrecovery #depression #ptsdrecovery #ptsd #psychosis #psychosisrecovery #mentalillness #mentalhospital #mentalhealth #psychward #psychiatricward #inpatient #hospital #recovering #relapse #recovery
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jinxxandkarma : What. The. Fuck. That's really all I could think when you said about that anon. That's so fucked up! I'm so sorry that happened to you and set you off so much, that's really messed up! I can't, I just can't believe someone would do something that fucked. I need you to know that what that person said was utter shit, okay? Nothing they said is right, they probably don't even know you! Don't let their insensitive mess up lies get to you, as hard as that can be. They're wrong, every word. You're worth infinity and the galaxies, you're more beautiful than any sunrise/sunset, you're valuable and precious, please one day let that into your heart and believe that. God loves you incredibly much, in fact I'll be praying for that person who said all that stuff, they seem to really need it. It's going to be okay, you've been doing so dang good so far it's incredible! It's just showing how strong you are and how capable you can kick ED's ass even through hard times, keep pushing forward and keep your head up, you CAN do this, I know it's so hard. We all do. It's your choice on what decisions you make but recovery, that's absolutely not impossible.
ralexander3nrb : I read that anon. It was a load of shit. What a terrible human being. You're so so pretty and your hair is rad so idk what they were talking about. You don't have to justify your disorder to anyone either. You know, your followers know, your family knows, your doctors know YOU and that anon was completely stupid. Irrelevant comment, irrelevant person.
faye_flyfree : Youre beautiful and seem to have some amazing qualities. Whoever is sending you such disgusting messages are just trolls who do it to everyone because they're so insecure they want to make themselves feel better by picking on someone else. What they wrote was complete shit anyway, they're probably just sitting behind a screen picking people to have a go at for no reason which shows how pathetic their lives must be and that you are a much better person than they are so remember that. 😘
caitiesstruggle : @ralexander3nrb @jinxxandkarma you two are too good to me. Seriously you win the best followers prize. You're always there to support me and it means so much to me. I can't thank you enough for your generous kindness. 😘 β€πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’œ
ralexander3nrb : You don't need to thank me, I just want you to be happy and im being honest in what I say - you are gorgeous I wasn't just trying to make you feel better, although of course I want you to feel good ☺I will be there for you as much as I possibly can, I just wish I really knew you so I could do a lot more x
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Seeing CPN and have dentist appointment tomorrow. So glad to be away from that shit hole, passed it the other day. Worked out I've spent over a year and a half locked in a psych ward πŸ”«πŸ’ŠπŸ’‰πŸ₯ #psychward #inpatient #eupd #bpd #ednos #anorexia
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Shit happens when your working with psych patients...
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Part 2: Me in Roehampton Priory Eating Disorders Unit :/ i was only on section 2 but it was still awful for me My Worst Nightmare #hell #sad #eatingdisorder #unit #inpatient #sectioned #edu #ana #mia #mentalhealth #psychward #ward #l4l #priory #ed #edsoldier #years #life #past :( moved on :) ! I found all these pictures on my stepdads laptop :/ im glad im not that sam anymore πŸ˜„
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